Law faculty 2011-2014 was where I began to dream dreams and realise my dreams. Even though it was a dream unfulfilled, I hold this place in a special place in my heart. This was the place I cultivated a love for the library, sat down on the grass and took in the views, took long walks from my accommodation halls to the uni, to the grocers, to the bus stop, to the city centre, even to church (except on those days my friends insisted on picking me up!).
When I fell ill, and that was for 3 of the 4 years there, of course it was a surprise to everyone as to what it was. But to me, I was just grateful to God for His goodness to me in my life. I may not have the answers to all things that happened, or fully understand why - but coming out of it (even in the uncertainties of the future, knowing God's goodness, knowing His hold on my life) I come out with a better understanding of life, a stronger perspective on things, and a deeper enthusiasm for this journey we call life.
When you see the people around you feel fear or concern, a sadness - there's something to that that just isn't alright. Something kicks in and you realise, that's not okay. Life is meant to be lived and you gotta live it well, regardless the circumstances (and I'm sure God is with me on this one :D).
Tas, you hold a dear place in my heart along with all the great people I came to know there, from friends, to staff to CF, church and the whole works. Perhaps this post comes a little late, but I had to wrap my head - and heart, around things first and foremost.
A dream unfulfilled and a degree disqualified is just a stepping stone in this degree of life. I can't say those days were easy (as many know, even way back then) but what I have gained perhaps I dare say ;) I wouldn't pass up for something better :)
Love to all who journeyed with me through difficult times, on to better days even in the midst of those tough ones :)
Love,
Mary
